Being me

Free....

Relaxed... my full concentration to my 'L' word now.

Am off to Redang... Ta for now...

The Big L

Oh dear.... I am starting back with 'L' word. Season two.
Bad idea?? Think not... *TsK*tSK*

I was watching this scene where this two lady obviously have lust for each other. The conversation itself is so interesting.

Isabelle: We need to talk.

Mindy: Obviously the reason why I am here...

Isabelle: Can you not do that?

Mindy: Are you ashame?

Isabelle: I am sorry.

Mindy:How issit being wrong? To act on desire? Can't you

see we are both suffocating from it.

It harms no one... and it's so fucking excruciating.

Yup... It is really FuCkinG EXCruCiatiING.

I was really caught up with this show. I don't really know the reason why? It just gets into me.

A fren of mine asked me this ques : Have you consider being a Les?

It obviously made me think...

C'mon, who you kidding... after all it's just another r/ship. What is gender to be the barrier if there is true love, lust and if the vibes are there??... who and what can stop a person to fall for it?

Handling a r/ship and being commited to it is tough by it's own. It takes miracles and lots of effort to make it work. Why does the r/ship need to comes in diff gender?

Think.... a gal knows what a gals wants... needs... ! Vice Versa...guys understand guys more then knowing the opposite sex. We understand our own gender. We know what we want... what we need and wat we lust for...


On sex, I think we definitely, obviously know how to satisfy ourselves. Hey... we don't even need to fake it! Ha!!!

In deep thoughts, I think I would not mind trying it out. Who knows it turn out for the better? Cmon!! Chill... don't freak out!! gals!!

I said I do not mind trying it out... that does not mean I wanted to... or did I? OookkAayy... I re-phrase I do not mind trying it out if I ever met the right one. A Hot chick... that I have lust for, love for and the desire to try her out... Hey Why Not!!!?!! There is always the first time or could the last... or even could be just the beginning.

Like I said... IF!

Me and My Dear Books!

I can't sleep late last night. I was back from my Saturday night out. I was empty.

I decided to do some book searching in the end. I have not read a real good book for a long time. I went online and went to look for reviews and synopsis of the books. There have good reccomendation and critics where you can never get it through browsing around bookstores.

I manage to find a few good books. I went to sleep with a big grin on my face.

I woke up today feeling chirpy as I have an important errand to do. I get ready and went straight to Borders. I have 15% discount as I am a HSBC CC holder, it just makes it more worthwhile for me to get it !!

I went straight to the Help Desk and give the staff my list. I am kinda lazy to search hi and low for the books especially I have not had anything into my stomach. The fella was kind and helpful and get all the books that I wanted... Well except one, ' Marley and Me : Love and Life of the World's Worst Dog'. It is hard cover. I prefer books in soft cover as I like to read in bed. Holding up a hard cover is rather difficult and heavy. *BlEkX*

The books that I bought :

Night by Elie Wiesel
The Door Into Summer by Robert A. Heinlein
I Hope They Serve Beer In Hell By Tucker Max
Anybody Out There? by Marian Keyes
Wall-to-Wall Baby Blue by Rick Kirkman & Jerry Scott ( comic )

It definitely put a smile on my face all day ... What the heck.. I'll be with my books after my exams finish.

O btw, am listening to this wonderful song, 'The Best Thing In My Life' by Justin. HehHEe... Guess what is the best thing in my life??

Failure? I dun mind at all !!!

I was browsing thru tv channel and come across Channel V's, The Ticket. What really really draws my attention is Matthew Mc Conaughey starring in a new flick call..

I am so gonna watch it.

He is recently voted as one of the 50 most beautiful ppl!! I could not agree more!!! * YuMmmY*

( Hor-kAayy... I know... I have like less 8hours before my exam!! Yeah Yah... I should not be here... I am back to my beloved books... TA! )

Do's and Dont's

HoOoKaaaaYy!!!

I am officially sick... There are a few things I needed to tell each and everyone of you.

1) Do not pat his/her back when the person is vomitting as it does not help at all. It just make the person feel more nauseated. Only with the right pressure and the right momentum, only than the patting will do good to the person. If not, please dun bother!!!

2) Less or rather NO physical contact with the patient who has high fever. Pheww... the area that is in contact actually BURNS when there is high fever making the patient feel more uncomfortable to deal with.
( for someone who loves hugz.... N-O when I am sick !!!! )

3) When a person is sick ,the last thing she/he need is ppl asking "how you feeling?" again and again and again. I mean "HElLOoo" as if you can't see how physically sick they are???

4) SMS!! I really need to comment on this. When a person is sick, their fingers are not as active as they used to! Plus with the high fever and pain joints could make it worse SO dun expect to get nice and cheerful replies from the sickie!!!

5) Call thru handphone. WE are sick!! Do not expect that we talk loud and clear?!!?? As we are sick we tend to mumble a lil... blurish a lil... nag a lil.. go silent a lil.... etc etc.. (we have the right!)

6) The best medicine : parents!!


Please if there is anymore do's and don'ts do let me know... post it to me. I am more than happy to agree. Being sick is already hard enough....

I know... I know... every single gesture is out of concern and care. I totally understand that. Sometimes it is just frustrating.. you know? Anyway I mean no harm. Please do not take this post too seriously :) * hugz *

Sick!

Woke up today feeling sick!

Ish.... I hate it... coughing like mad, loosing my voice, and my poor nose.. Sigh!!!

Anyway... here's a photo taken late last year... I think.

Hey!! I just got it recently thru mail.. The comments on the photographer is super duper good.
So anyone getting married should get Albert as their photographer...

www.everafter.com.sg

Taken during Eliza's bro wedding dinner... and the hot chick next to me is Cheng Har!



*Hugz and Wugz*

Why we need it!!!

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests have shown that a woman who has sexual relations produces big amounts of estrogen which makes hair shiny and soft.


2. To make love in soft and relaxed way reduces the possibilities of suffering from dermatitis and acne. The sweat produced cleans pores and makes the skin shine.

3. To make love allows to burn all the calories accumulate is this romantic love scene.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports. It strengthens and tonifies all body muscles. It is more enjoyable than doing 20 lapses in the pool. And you don�t need special shoes !

5. Sex is an instantaneous cure against depression. It frees endorphines in the blood flow, creating a state of euphoria and leaves us with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more we make love, the more we have the capacity to do more. A body sexually active releases a higher amount of pheromone. This subtle aroma excites the opposite sex !

7. Sex is the safest tranquiliser in the world. It is 10 times more efficient than valium.

8. To kiss everyday allows to avoid the dentist. Kisses aid saliva in cleaning teeths and lower the quantity of acids causing enamel weakening.

9. Sex relieves headaches. Each time we make love, it releases the tension in brain veins.

10. To make love a lot can heal a nasal congestion. Sex is a natural antihistaminic. It helps fight asthma and spring allergies.


Ps. Not just scratching!!! *Tsk*tSK* Hahha... Eli, you know what I mean....

What I need

Mood : YuCkY

Feeling : Terrible

Needed : A HUG!!

Magical creatures

Been thinking about fairies... gnomes... goblins...pixies... and lots lots more.

Hmm... and yup, I do believe in all this. Don't you think there are some other fantastic creaturesout there yet to be seen by us. Only the lucky once, only the chosen will have the chance.

I would give up everything... almost everything, just to have a glance in all this enchanted creatures.

There are loads and loads of myth and legend on where abouts fairies come, on how they live, on etc etc.

Hey!! Do you know that a baby first laughter in this world, a fairy is born? and that fairies and children are bonded to each other. So all you need is to belief.


I will be posting more blogs about fairies as I've been thinking to get a tatoo.

Why I chose fairy art for my tatoo??
Fairies have different meaning for different people, it's just like any other type of art.
Well... I think it's because their unabashed beauty, the desire to fly and mystical creatures that have powers that appeals to ppl. Not forgetting their closeness to nature and their virgin-like purity.

So for the time being, I will just keep on searching on my very own fairy.

Patrick Star

I came across an article on Useless Facts.

It is said that Starfish has no Brains.

Naturally Spongebob Squarepants comes into my mind. Let me introduce you all to :

Patrick Star!!!

Patrick is SpongeBob's neighbor and best friend, and his big ambition in life can be summed up in four words: "Uh...I...uh...forget." As SpongeBob's closest pal, Patrick is always offering his advice and encouragement. Unfortunately, Pat's not exactly the brightest starfish in the sea (if you catch our drift), and he usually ends up helping SpongeBob into a heap of trouble. Even their simplest plans end in disaster. But for better or worse, Patrick will always be SpongeBob's loyal buddy.

I Hope That I Don't Fall In Love With You

Well I hope that I don't fall in love with you.

'Cause falling in love just makes me blue.

Well the music plays and you display your heart for me to see,

I had a beer and now I hear you calling out for me.

And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.

Well the room is crowded, people everywhere

And I wonder should I offer you a chair?

Well if you sit down with this old clown,

Take that frown and break it,before the evening's gone away,

I think that we could make it,

And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.

Well the night does funny things inside a man.

These old tomcat feelings you don't understand,

Well I turn around to look at you; you light a cigarette,

I wish I had the guts to bum one, but we've never met.

And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.

I can see that you are lonesome just like me,

And it being late, You'd like some some company.

Well I turn around to look at you, and you look back at me,

The guy you're with has up and split the chair next to you's free.

And I hope that you don't fall in love with me.

Now it's closing time, the music's fading out.

Last call for drinks, I'll have another stout.

Well I turn around to look at you; you're nowhere to be found,

I search the place for your lost face,

Guess I'll have another round.

And I think that I just fell in love with you.

Pure and innocent?? my a**

There is NO such thing as "NAIVE!".

Please.... grown ups!! be a grown up... act and think...

I beg of each and everyone of you.... do think with your head and not with your testicles.

Relationship is not INNOCENT and definitely NOT NAIVE. Oh PuHleaSsee.... !! A fren of mine is getting close with this girl. Pardon me, both of them happens to be attached.. not together!but with different partners.

I questioned him about this gal. His first defense for this gal is ' The girl has no intentions , blah blah blah....she is innocent... young... naive and pure!!'

What really pissed me off is that HOW can a guy be SO STUPID! issit because lust conquers all? Blurring the eyes of truth?

Hello, WaKe Up and smell the air... we are in a world where everything and anything is possible. There is nothing PURE left in this world...the mind is never fresh, new and innocent. It is being condemned since the time we make our first cry into this greyish world.

We are who we are.. wat we are...

What makes me wanna puke is that HE is protecting her! GoSh!!!
How I wish I could wake him up with a SLAP!

Weird Dream

Talking about weird dream.. I had one the other night.

I was suppose to get up at 7.30 as there is a wedding ceremony I need to attend on Saturday. And I so happen to sleep around 5. I din really manage to get into deep sleep as was worried that I could not wake up.

Actually I had 2 weird dreams. I forgot the other one ( it will prob come back to me later... ) and I happen to remembered this one.

Gosh! This is embarassing... but so true.
I meant watever word here...and will tell watever I remembered.

I remembered in my dream that I was hugging this hot chick. And NOPE, this hot chick is not someone I know of. I never met her in my life.

She is super HOT. Long hair.... you can tell by her body that she exercised...her hair is perfectly permed and falls on the correct places, no frizzles. Her boobies is not too big nor small.Her height is just nice... nice ass too!! (Oh Wow!! I am getting hot writing this down!!) She was dressing in black... I do not remember if it's a dress or with jeans. Hmmpphh??

She was hugging me back. I never wanna let go. She fills me up. I remembered her leaning towards me more and more felt her pressure on my body , actually my every part of my body. I felt so contented! So fulfilled. It's like I actually felt complete. I think I took a deep breath and try to remember her smell... GOsh!! She smell like heaven... light and floral scent. Nothing heavy sort of smell... you will wanna smell and keep on breathing that smell forever.

After hugging, I actually wanted to get more... you know.. like going a step further then just mere hugging... wanted to kiss and feel her more.

Gosh... I was so super duper HIGH! I can feel my heart beating like it never get this exited before. I was so unsure yet so interested with all this new feelings... I am really getting all perked and... felt like I am floating...

There... I woked up... my heart still beats like mad... actually... sweating...and my breath was fast.

*SigH* my moment of pleasure. I never had wet dreams.. I think this is the first time I had it and it turns out to be a gal!! ISh iSh

I am still straight... I still am into guys. I am just writing down on how I felt when I had this dream. Nothing more than that.

I Will Be Here by Steven Curtis Chapman

Tomorrow morning if you wake up
and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here

I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here


When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
I will be here


Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here


Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here
I will be here

And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here


To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here

Oh, I will be here.


* I cried listening to this beautiful song
Making me feel that there is love somewhere out there...
and I will search high and low for it.You can bet on it?but for now... I will just enjoy my life.

Nine Lifes

Kinda bored today.

Oohh...

I really wonder if cats really have nine lifes?

Yesterday night , I was heading home after mamak-ing in Bangsar. My fren and I were heading back on the same road, drving around 80km/hr. Out of a sudden, I saw a cat running across the road. Believe me, the cat is running real fast.

I actually saw the whole incident in front of my very own eyes that the cat was running under my frens car. I thought "Shit!! my fren will sure killed the cat". He slowed down his car and so did I. I was thinking if he din manage to... I will be the one who will knocked the cat down.

Fortunately, the cat manage to run across and made it the other side of the road ... SAFELY!! It is pretty amazing... come to think of it... The cat actually is under his car and managed to get out alive.. Pheww... was that a close shot or it's because cats DO have nine lifes??

Flirt

You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

How in love

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

How Are You In Love?

The Fly with the dog POO !!!

I came back from gym around evening. Hooi Ling ask me to bring frodo out for a walk as they will be heading out shopping for cloths and stuff.

I willingly oblige... and take the dog out as I was about to shower after gym anyway.

As usual, frodo practically pulled me out of the house. Sometimes I wonder am I taking the dog out or the dog taking me out. Well... frodo always leads the way and I am always at the back of frodo... with the string attached.

I was happily letting him lead the way, back at the garden. He was busy sniffing on the plants and bushes.. you know, like busy hunting, wanted to discover sumthing with full attention. We come across this BIG PILE OF DOG POO in the middle of the path way!!! From the look, it is definitely from a huge dog which happens to have some major stomach problem.

*Eww*

Not only that, there is like 3-6 flies surrounding the shit. I guess they are having their time of their life with all the poos!!! Obviously when Frodo was nearby the flies, naturally they began to fly away from the POO and started to fly in every directions.

The best part is one of the fly... BUMP into my face!!! The pressure I felt from the bump is really something. The fly bump right to my cheek. ( As if I do not have enough freckles in my cheeks... ) I cannot really see the size of the fly, but base on the bump and the pressure I felt, I can assure you it's not those normal house fly. It's HUGE!

Not forgetting where the fly came from.... SHIT!! not just any SHIT!! It's DOG SHIT!!

*DOUBLE EW*

Come to think of it... freckles in Cantonese is called ' Woo Ying Si', direct translation is "fly's shit". Well... it kinda suit the whole scenario... The fly which happen to bump into my cheek happens to be in the DOG POO seconds ago.
Hmm...
maybe the fly actually saw my freckles... and thought that my freckles is one of his/her frens and wanted to make contact... Hmm...

It was really gross... I still continue to walk frodo. After the walk, I made sure my face is 100% clean. Unfortunately, my 'woo ying si' is still there.

Shao Yi

Shao Yi: The princess of our family


She definitely is our center of the attention. She is just so adorable. Oh well...actually, more like Dr Jekyll and Mr hyde....

She is an angel by day, devil by night!!

Poor Hooi Ling and Kor... Shao Yi only happens to cry at night. She is really the devil, like Frankenstien! HaHAha. I wonder if she knows the attention she gets when she cried. Hooi Ling did not have a good night sleep at all for weeks!!! Like yesterday, Shao Yi only manage to sleep after 4 in the morning. Hooi Ling's eyes got swollened up today... Oh boy! The sacrifices of having a baby...

As I was sleeping in my room, next to theirs,Shao Yi did not manage to disturb my slumber at all. I think I am kinda immune to the screaming and crying. I have no complains at all. *Wink*
Hey!! I maybe bad in lotsa stuff, but sleeping... I think I am pretty good at it!!

I guess everyone can imagine how Shao Yi gets involved in our life. As she is our first baby in the family. My mum and dad can just keep on smiling and smiling and smiling just by looking at her. My kor will even speak softly and more caring when it comes to her. My grand ma?? Haha.. she is so proud to have such beautiful great grand daughther. Her eyes disappeared when she is looking at Shao Yi as all I can see is her big great smile.

So ain't she the angel by day and devil by night!!

















Final note : I love her

What's my happy bunny???

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