Shirley

I saw my dearest friend, Shirley online in msn yesterday night.

I realized I really miss her…A LOT.

I have not seen her more than.. well, a year or two! I have spent my three spectacular years in Singapore and most of those amazing memories involved her.

She will be back Malaysia this December with Erik too!!! I just can’t wait to spend time with her. We can just talk and talk and talk. There is so much that had happened in between.

Although I have not seen her for quite some time, I just know that once we sit down, all awkwardness and all the uneasiness will be gone. I guess everyone know this feeling. We have so much history together… we know and understand each other so well… it’s like you can just simply blurt out a sentence… she can instantly relate and knows!! It does not even matter how long the gap in between the meet up, it will just go away and we will be just concentrating on catching up.

Shirley is obviously one of the smartest gal I know. Oh… Of coz, she obviously have the looks! She is tough too. I am definitely happy and proud of her coming to be what she is now. We both quit roughly the same time, she then went to Sweden… and oh well, I came back to Malaysia, each pursuing different pathways of our life.

Oh gosh… I just really miss her so much. I always needed her by my side! I realized that I am one of the lucky ones that DO have such a friend that really will be my lifetime friends, no matter how far apart we are. There is nothing that stop our friendship. Just that simple.

HUGZ and KISSES

Hot/cold

Am still recovering from flu.

I really should start to change a few habits of mine. My flu, well, is my bi-monthly friend who comes to visits. I do quite often have their frequent visits.

Frankly,I am quite fed up with them. The sore throat irritation, the phelgm, the sneeze, the fluids, the ache over my back and shoulder, Of coz, not leaving out my constant coughing.

I decided to stop drinking ice cold drinks ( which happen to be my favorite ). I think I should rephrase... I decided to drink LESS ice cold drink ( I can't give up coke, can I?... No.. it would be terrible just to imagine not being able indulge oneself with a icy, fizzy, sugary drink a.k.a COKE ).

I did manage to find other alternatives. I constantly find myself with camomile tea, hot honey lemon and *sMilZ* coffee.
All hot Hot HOt.. and addictive.
Not to mention, it really helps my throat! Less cough too!

Come to think of it... life's like that too.
If something is not compatible with your needs ... there is always alternatives.

You might want it just because you know it's bad or just simply because you know it's not meant for you.

but once it strikes up your mind... there is actually lots of other alternatives that might even suit you much much better. Finally somthing you need and want.

Supposingly REVISION

I attended a supposedly revision class today.

The lecturer of that particular subject is horrifying to begin with.

I will be re-sitting this particular subject this semester and hope that this revision class will give me a rough idea and the formats so I would not be caught ‘BlUr’ during the exam which will be taking place real soon.

I arrived right on time (especially in her class.. ), as usual she is a couple of minutes late. And as usual, those who came late then her will definitely get a good talk from her. So there I was with my junior attending her class, sitting alone at one corner and observed.

I was with her in another subject, both lecture and tutorial. I find quite similarities in her teaching behavior.
She will first start of with the class being like a fish market. And this is this and that is that… wat.. who.. when… why… how. She, of coz, with her tone and all, she managed to keep the class down. She, then will kick off with how bad the class and how shockingly difficult for her to get the students to listen and not talk.

After that in the mid, she will talk about how her ex-students being appreciative of how she act as the outside world is much much more worse. Blah BlahhHh…

Serious, this is exactly what she talk. No difference with the class I attended.Umm.. I guess my mind always drift away when I am in her class. She’s good at it, mind you.

After all those talks and such, I calculated, she took one and half hour about talking how the midterm goes with the students and half hour talking about why there is exams!!

GOSH! I was so pissed.. I actually came to attend another ‘talk’ from her. Oh.. wait! I actually chot down what she says.

The reason of why there is exams is to be able to APPLY and UNDERSTAND.
The reason to test the students is to know the :
• Ability to remember
• Ability to write
• Ability to exercise and comment

What I wanted to know and the reason I attended this class was only answered after all this crap and it JUST took like 5 minutes of the whole lecture.

I survived the 2 hour lecture in one piece but my brain is all drained out!!

White Daisy Passing

This is trully an amazing song.

White Daisy Passing by Rocky Votolato

please slow it down
there's a secret magic past world that you only notice when you're looking back at it
all I wanna do is turn around

I'm going down to sleep on the bottom of the ocean
because I couldn't let go when the water hit the setting sun
passing white daisies taking turns / close the door walk into the street
catching raindrops on your tongue
and for a minute it all stops but it won't last man
it's just a passing moment gone

please slow it down
there's a secret place that I know where I could dig a grave out
and climb underground for good
all I want to do is turn around

I'm going down to sleep on the bottom of the ocean
because I couldn't let go when the water hit the setting sun
passing white daisies taking turns

all those evenings on the back deck of our first apartment
they meant everything but the wind just carried em off
and you can't go back now just a passing moment gone

Decisions

Life’s fragile to begin with.

Future is indeed unknown but everything we did in the past will affect our future. Choosing the right path to continue our life is a convoluted decision yet necessary.

A single choice you made today might change your whole life, your destiny.

Should we be waiting for ‘the sign’ to make the choice or should we sit and have an intensive self discussion.

Well, I think I’ll opt for the ‘sign’.

Base on my life, it’s always been the ‘sign’ or rather whenever it comes, it will. As said in the Chinese proverb ( ).

Now the problem is, what would the sign be?
IsH Ish..

A single note from no where? A single banner on the street stating “post grad” or a flyer that fly towards my face announcing job availability?

Hmm… whatever it is.. I think I should be concentrating on my exams first. HECK! I have like 7 papers this semester… Extra 3 compared to my other classmates. HECK! How will I be able to make it… my timetable is out.. I have no break whatsoever! 6 consecutive paper in one shot. This is so KILLING me… worse.. I have not even started studying.

*keeping my finger cross*

Blue Whale

Got this from Jasmine aka the 'double' big time RaSCaL!

Have a laugh...

Elliot Smith

Listening to Elliot Smith!

It's rather crazy.... I really am having this craze over his songs.
It keep on running thru my head... the tune, the voice, the guitar, the beat...

Worse... It really make me want to learn to play guitar.

Anyway this is one of the song... keep playing again and again in my head...

Say Yes

I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl

who's still around the morning after

we broke up a month ago and I grew up I didn't know

I'd be around the morning after

it's always been wait and see

a happy day and then you pay

and feel like shit the morning after

but now I feel changed around and instead falling down

I'm standing up the morning after

situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later

and I could be another fool or an exception to the rule

you tell me the morning after

crooked spin can't come to rest

I'm damaged bad at best

she'll decide what she wants

I'll probably be the last to know

no one says until it shows and you see how it is

they want you or they don't

say yes

I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl

who's still around the morning after

Gavin

I can't resist to post this few photos of Gavin!
*KekekE*
It's really fun to see him drunk esp I never see him drinking more than a couple of booze or whisky... HAhA.... He dance and dance... and the more he drinks the more he drinks... even without anyone telling him to!

Believe me...never did I ever see him acting like this. He is always this cool guy who happens to be a good conversationalist and a good singer!!

His virgin flame!

His Shots!

Him dancing

Him acting cool... (drunked)

Oh well... Happy Brithday Gavin!!! It's been great having you as my friend.

Cheering up

Not in a chirpy mood the whole damn week.

Tried to cheer myself up… went for movie.. went for board games… went for booze.. went for etc etc. ( does not really help .... )

I was rather fed up. Just feeling moody… (wondering issit due to PMS)

Heck… I decided to go Borders.

Guess what I got for myself….

"The complete set of Calvin and Hobbes"

Well.. it did cheer me up .. alas...

*HUGS*

Duolos

Wanted to post some photos taken during the Duolos trip.

Five of us in a car joining the Petra Church member to Duolos. It is said to be the oldest sailing ship. This is the second time in Malaysia stopping at Port Klang. It might be the last time for her to sail around the world too.

Anyway the highlight of the day is eating Bak Kut Teh in Klang. *SmILz*

It was definitely a hectic but wonderful Saturday.

My day did not just stop till lunch eh? I went for booze and wine with Bin, Steph and Goon till late.

Ps. Din manage to take any pic of our lunch ... GulP.. too enthused to have Bak Kut Teh.

( 29 July 2006)

Again as usual in Doc. Selva’s class… I always had a hard time concentrating in class. Hey… no talking for two hours is really torturing especially a pretty boring class.

I can’t help but to sketch….


I kinda like it... I had this photo putted on my hp wallpaper.

Making a difference

I was listening to the radio when I was on my way to class today, Mix fm to be exact. The topic in the morning by the two DJs really perk my mind. They were discussing about the environmental issue, regarding how concern are we.

I mean yeah! a lots been said and told but no one makes any effort to correct the matter. Small simple fact such as asking for a plastic bag even for a small item that they bought in any convenient store and throwing rubbish out of their car etc etc.

The reason being even if I did not do it, some others will. Or worse would be, that is what the sweepers are for!

My point is that :
If everyone DO make a little effort it will sum out to be A LOT.
“sikit sikit lama menjadi bukit!” ( CheWaahh… am typing in Malay)

If everyone make an effort and try not to use so many plastic bag and try recycle, don’t you think that the world will be a wonderful place.

As DJ say, “ Of all the creature in this world, we are the only one who have to power to make the world a better place to live in. Why can’t we contribute?”.

What is our purpose in this world?

Ps. Listening to Casting Crowns, Can Anyone Hear Her. This song really RoCKs!

Another weekend

Was in Ipoh last weekend.

Been a goodie girl... ( kinda tiring job! )

Was with my parents day in and out. I guess everyone gets the picture.

Started on Thrusday evening till Sunday. HeHEhe... motive to be back is to accompany my parents.

Hey.. I manage to wash two cars ( mine and my mum's) and as every sunday is cleaning house day. Oh.. din get into an arguement with mum! HAhAh... record breaking.

Hey... the truth is... no matter how many things or hours you can chat with your mum. They will no matter what be some arguements and etc. Sigh..
At least I can note down that I manage not to be in an arguement for the past few days we are together...

Ha..

The Parcel

HA!

Had a perfectly good day… esp compared to yesterday!!

As on previous post, my car was blocked and worst was that I nearly flunk my Ad Comm Theory mid-term test. I never expect that whatsoever. I am drop dead. Ish!

Oh well.. Lemme begin on my good day!

I manage to find a good parking space… Seriously… much much better then yesterday. I can’t even believe it. Second time in a row. It is like hitting jackpot… finding carpark at that road is really hell. Plus, I was right on time.

Ha!

I went to class… refuse to drive out and eat lunch as my car was parked so nicely. HeEhe.. continue class as per normal.

I was heading to gym after class only to realize I have forgotten my iPod. So I have to head back home to take it ( am so use to have my iPod during exercising).

When I open the door, I saw one parcel on top of the drawer. I straight away knew it’s definitely for me. I perked up and GRINNED!

Wat else can I say! I straight away tear it open… I don’t have such patient to nicely open it!! ( ObViouSLy!!)

It was an i-Dog!!!!!!! And some snacks that I loved!!

HaHA….. HAHAHa… my day has come… my i-Dog!! COolZZ!!
Along comes with this cool winter cloths.. not that it is needed in Malaysia. Hey!! I got the same color in the iPod Socks! How crazy can one get!!

HAHAhahAHhaAha…

Say no more… picture time!!

The Parcel... snacks and the i-Dog

My i-Dog!!

Aint he cute??

Now... all I need is a name. Mike??Mikey?? Woofie??

Any suggestions... please.