It's been damn fucking long.
I only realize it still hurts deep down inside. I really wonder why. Am I not trying to let go? Am I still hanging?
I can't go back... I never would and never will. It has cross the line. I won't turn back.... I have more self-worth.
I won't want to get hurt the second time. The first pain is still raw at heart. I won't head down to hurtful-ville to get hurt again rite o? So... it's N-O. I've drawn out from the triangle and dun ever plan to be back in it.
Hurt Once... Shame on you.
Hurt TWICE.... Shame on ME
I just wonder when can I restore the faith in love. I tried... believe me.. I tried. But it is just so damn fucking hard! Where is the sparks and chemistry? Will I know it? Will I feel it? Will I get hurt again? Deeper? How much more can I take? Security? or Pure Love?
If loving is so hard and painful ... why love?
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