Jac JAc look A like

Ha!

Got this photo from a fren of mine...
He really reminds me of Jac Jac from Incredibles!

Oh well.... imagine him... with the mask ON and with a MoOshY smile!!!

BlaRdy KanCil

Ish!!!

I went to class early. I manage to find a good and LEGAL parking space on my first attempt. I tot it's MY day.

Sigh!!

After class, I went to took my car as my bunch of frens and I will be heading out for lunch ( as usual ). There is this bloody Kancil ( Her car is RED in color ) blocking my way out. I immediately call the no. that was stated at the note on the dashboard. The FuCKing phone was turned off.

I tried a couple of time... but with the same result. Am pissed...
Along came my bunch of tutorial frens... they happen to joke on wanting to shift the car away. I manage to take a picture of them.

Anyway.. they can't move it.. EhHE.. there are like 10 of us. Guess all of us have not eaten any thing yet...so I put a note " Please turn on your phone" at her window shield ( I said 'her' base on her car accessories).

We in the end sat on other car and head out for lunch. Until 2pm, I went back to see the damn car at the exact location.

Penny and Janelle told me to lepak at their house... until 4.

The car was parked there... this time round with a note " sorry, call this no."
I immedieatly call that no. and scolded her to remove her car.
The second time when she remove her car.

Hey! I am not being rude... I waited fr 12.30 till 4pm... I am kinda frustrated. She is being very inconsiderate.
I did not even scratch her car or anything like that.

Interview

Just got back fr a- sort of- interview.

My classmate told me there is an interview at Starbucks, Sunway Pyramid. Not much infor given, only to know the job is $500 and need gals who is above 5feet5.

I thought... oh well.. worth the shot. Just try.. $500!!. I thought it might be some show or sumthing like selling phones or launching things.

I went there late.. only to find a bunch of hot chicks there filling forms. They dress pretty good.. stylish and such... makeup are nicely done... Mind you, the guys there are practically drooling. The ppl who is sitting at Starbucks are all facing directly where the bunch of girls are instead of facing to their friends.

I manage to get the form to fill up. Only to know it's a model thingy. No wonder... all the hot chicks.

The form wanted us to state down our sizes and all, our height, marital status etc etc and experience. I was like , heck, wat experience?? I peep on other gals form. Oh wel.. I must say, most of them done lotsa walks and shows.

I put mine down - NIL.

As I hand in my details, I asked the interviewer on whats all this about. Only to find out that its a catwalk show. ArLlow?? Excuse me?? catwalk? I did not even know how to walk in a straight line. I have never been to any sort of modeling class..wat the hell am I doin there? GOsh! I wanted to leave... but heck... All the way there... might as well just finish it up.

Anyway I manage to get into the interview. This gal, I guess around my age, ask several ques :

Willing to wear skimpy cloths?
Smoke and drinks?
Willing to work at night?
Which day prefer to work?
Mind going to pubs and clubs?

( Wat kinda question is that... Cmon... just check out the question she asked... It like those mamasan asking the girls... get wat I mean)

After all is answered.. I left.
Chances of this job is NADA. I am no model material. If I should know better on what this interview thingy is all about...

Oh well, I wasted my time, carpark (RM6), petrol, my makeup,umm.. watelse... watever..

Anyway since I am in Starbucks.. How am I gonna say NO to coffee. I ordered and left with a cup of steaming hot latte at hand and left straight to my car.. sipping the coffee.
The only thing that I am glad about.

I am so addicted to coffee now....

* WInK*

SMSes

Guess that we’ll never be grown ups in our parents eye… never ever.

My dad… He is totally amazing. The best dad ever.. I can’t imagine how my life can be without him.

Ha!! Anyway… My dad has been sending me sms. Not just any sms… CHINESE sms! Simple conversational sms. Reason being, he wanted me to learn Chinese.

I loose out a lot on not knowing Chinese… Yeah.. I basically know how to speak but really am bad in reading it. I think I am just like Primary three standards. Sigh. I loose out a great deal.. esp on books and comics.

Oh well… my dad been msg-ing me basic chats like. Asking me what I am doing? What I had for lunch? And tell me what he is doing and so forth…
I will reply back in English answering his questions , just so to proof I can still read basic Chinese.

Weird huh!

I just received one on my way back home from gym. My mind began to wander and think… Gosh… At my age and my dad still did all this! I mean… Wat are the odds. I don’t really think a lot of parents did that to their children at my age! Maybe a handful or Z-E-r-O.

Come to think of it… I should be the one teaching my kid Chinese ( if I had one ). My Secondary classmate just gave birth to her second child and here I am receiving chinese sms from my dad.

Will I ever grow up…or should I count myself as lucky?

Ps. Had another sAndWicH Craving... this time a club sandwich! It's superbly done with crispy bacon and loads of melted cheese ... the mayo in it was amazing.. I enjoyed each and every bite of it.. and accompanied with a LaTTe.

CLEaN CleAN

Ha... I do not know wat come over me.

I spend the whole afternoon cleaning up my room... a major cleaning!

I wiped all the surface in my room, including those switches. I vacumm the floor, mop the floor and even clean the air-con filter. In the toilet, I scrub the floor and cleaned up the shower place. I also sanitize the toilet bowl.

I spent quite some time de-dusting my precious snowglobe as well. The best thing is that I ironed my bedsheet and my duvet cover too. I figure out since I spend more than 10 hours a day in bed. I should make it extra comfy. If those who knew me well, I RaReLy iron cloths. The cloths I wear dun really need ironing and I really hate ironing!!

Ha... Aint I a good girl today!

pLUS I manage to satisfy my craving on Turkey Ham with Cheddar on Foccacia Bread.

*sUPerb*

My Spic& Span SnowGlobes!

My CCccleaned Study Desk!!

My Drawers and mini tv

Of COz!! My Ironed bed

HaUnteD

Somtimes when I just happen to let go my past, things just keep on appearing and haunt me.

One thing settled... another comes along.

Can't they leave me in peace. I call it quits and they still keep on contemplating the means and ends of the whole situation. What's been done is done. What's been said is said. Things just can't turn back to it's original settings.. there will be scars and scratches from the past.

I am ready to face my future and they still keeps me away from it. I had enough of the pain and tears from it. I really need a break. I do not want to crash for the second time...

*GOSH* This is so fucking tiresome

F**K it all.

Penguins

Watched "March of the Penguins" last night.

This was a wonderful documentary directed by Luc Jacquet which follows penguins traveling to their breeding ground in Antarctica.

It makes me think. The sacrifices of parents to have a child is too big a deal even to put it into words. Every journey to bring life is just too painful and vexing but worthwhile. It shows a loving ode to the life-altering ( at times life-threatening ) dedication and devotion of parents.It's a miracle.

It goes beyond words. Each scene has it's character, bringing out the whole journey of the penguin that has repeatedly done a hundreds or thousands years ago.

Eat Ate Eaten... Done!

Ha!


HeLp!! My addiction to food is becoming serious... more then ever.

I ate loads... hehe

I manage to have ( for the past 2 weeks ) :

Banana Leaf Rice
Sao Nam Vietnamese Cuisine
Beef Ball Noodle
Tau Foo Fah
Frog Leg Porridge
Soo Kee ' Sang' Prawn mee and Wat Tan Hor
Mediterranean Skewers
Loads of Japanese foods ( Luv It!!! )
Claypot Chicken Rice
Pork Ribs ( YuMmmY!)
Wagyu Beef ( AmAzIngLy Rare with Full satisFacTion! )
CrAb!! ( MuAhhAHhHAHah!! )
Nasi Lemak Subang
Ben & Jerry's Chunky Monkey ( The Best Ice Cream ever!! )
Famous Amos Cookie ( *wink*)
Bird Nest
Dim Sum
TakoPachi ( YUMmmMy!)
Toast Bread & half boil eggs
Home Cook Food
Really good wine!
etc etc etc ( can't remember .... )

Umm.... Went ZOO!! Also manage to catch up with the movies... watched Superman and Pirates of the Carribean. Did Window Shopping... really "window shopping!". Am proud of myself that I did not spend $$$ on cloths ( Dad should be reliefed about this). UmmMMMmm.... in between it all, I also did my midterm exams... Hope I did well. Ha!!

Oh well... I had an amazing time.
( Have not go gym for like 3 weeks, guess it's time for me to do some exercise!! )

*Hugs*

Blast from Past

I just wanna get on with my life... once in awhile it still haunts me.

It haunts and glooms my day.
It haunts my dreams... it haunts my concentration... it haunts my daily interaction with the world.

Can't the past just be my past. Let bygones be bygones.

F**k

My day

I was in Kinokuniya.

I was just browsing through, as I still have loads back home that I can't find time to read and not planning to pile another up in the shelf. I just can't seem to find the time for me to read. Things just keep on popping up... more important than another. Priorities goes to those that have due dates such as my assignments, my midterm, my thesis... etc etc ( which seems never ending process).

I never expected to let this particular book to caught my attention. The title of the book was "The Stolen Child". I was rather caught by the design cover and decided to read the synopsis.

My oh My, it really was interesting. The book tells the tale of the child who become one of the changlings and changeling was return to the society of humans by co-opting the identity of a kidnapped child. It's about the search of identity of the seven year old child who is abducted by a band of a dozen hobgoblins, which, in mythology, are faeries "gone bad".

I fell in love with the story.

I bought that book and went straight to Dome and order a cup of Latte. Hey.. Life is pretty good. A cup of latte, a great book and a fag or two. Wat more can I ask for!


I got more information about the book online once I got home. I found out the author, Keith Donohue find the inspiration from:

The Stolen Child, a poem by William Butler Yeats, published in 1889in The Wanderings of Oisin and Other Poems.The poem was written in 1886and is considered to be one of Yeats' more notable early poems. The poem is based on Irish legend and concerns faeries beguiling a child to come away with them.

Away with us he's going,
The solemn-eyed -
He'll hear no more the lowing
Of the calves on the warm hillside
Or the kettle on the hob
Sing peace into his breast,
Or see the brown mice bob
Round and round the oatmeal chest
For he comes the human child
To the waters and the wild
With a fairy, hand in hand
For this world's more full of weeping than he can understand

I can't wait to finish the book.. but yet.. again.. due to some midterm exam I need to study on. I have to put it on hold... but can't resist to blog it.

Not everyday one gets to find such interesting book!!!

Just my day! My Luck!

Hugs WuGs

Food Poisoning!

Last nite was a tough one.

Spent like 45 min in the toilet... tempted to take a picture of the toilet bowl and post it here. But guess everyone won't be too interested to look at it. HA!

I blamed the Ramlie Burger or the Campbell Minestrone soup. I think...

OKIe.. what I ate yesterday... For breakfast I drank a glass of soymilk ( mum-made ). And lunch, I had 'Pan' mee and Coke. Tea time, I decided to eat Asam Laksa and an apple too. YuMmY!! Around 6pm, I ate a bowl of Teo Chew mee, fried by aunty before I head gym. On the way back, I ate Ramlie burger and down it with another Coke. I din feel the 'Kick' yet so I add another bowl of soup to fill my stomach up.

HA.. the pain come around midnight and MaJOr discomfort!!! It all ends around 1 to 2 am. By then my whole body is weak and it really take the hell out of me.

So gone is my plan to study on Media Ethic ( mid-term on Thurs, which is tMrw!!! ).
ArgghHhh....

Listening to Frank Sinatra, PoWErrrrr...

Family

I guess each and everyone have family problems of their own. Major once... Minor once.. The impact of family is too huge to ponder.

I have my own troubles in the family. I guess that one can't live with them and yet can't live without them. I cannot imagine how my life would be without them and yet sometimes they cause me so much pain and tears, eventhough I know it's out of love.

Mine is nothing major. Just tiny lil problems that will bother me for days. They mean to much too me.

I was out the other day with Bin and her old classmates. Question arised on Family or boyfriend/hubbie? My immediate answer is Family. But of course, it need to be base on situations.

ArrggHHhhhHhhh.... I try to type the prob here... but Heck, it seems really a teeny weeny prob that is too mediocre to even post it over here.
And yet it effected me so much..

Hugs

Btw, Jack Johnson rocks!!!!
Just bought the disc.... can't get enought of it!! YEEY!!!

Wat I do in class

I really have a problem in concentrating in class... My attention span is like 10 minutes only... SerIOus!!!

Especially on Dr. Selva's class. She dun allow students to talk at all. WOW! Not talking!! It's really a drag. The 2 hour non-break lecture, where I can't even move too much... can't talk... hey.. we can't even go toilet k! She said tat we should hold up our bladder.

Well.. I really tried to pay attention in HER class... and only in her class...

I was in another lecture today and heck.. I just realized that wat I normally do in class is as follows:-

Play games something like tic-tac-toe

Play Bingo and sketching

Conteng on hands!!

Hopeless!! HaHA...Sigh... when will I grow up and act like my age. For once... Sigh.. just for once! I think my next year resolution will be 'Try to be attentive in class'. But by then, I already graduate by then.

Oh by the by, I really don't understand why the Board of Examination can't let me to re-sit Creative Strategy and need me to repeat it.

I pass the exam due to my coursework cause it takes 50% of the whole exam. I already scored 42%. So technically, I already pass my exam before I took the paper.Plus, I only manage to write a few lines on the test pad and I was vomitting.. heading to and flow to the toilet for the 20 minutes during the exam.

They approve of my 2 other paper to re-sit and not this particular paper. The reason is that I took the exam!! ARgghhhhHHHHHHHhhh!

SIGH!!! ARGgHHhhhHHHhhh Geram!

So is that I get a D for my subject or repeat again!

Oh well, I will discuss this matter with Mr. Lim( Creative Strategy lecturer ) about it... and hope some arrangement can be made. *wiNk*

Shao Yi

Got some photos of my adorable niece from my mum.
Definitely need to post the photos here...

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Hmmpphh...
I found out that orange juice is some what difficult to digest.
Reason being is that I had my dinner on Friday.....

Dinner : Rice, vege, fish, soup ( 7pm)
After dinner : Orange Juice

Night : Beer, Whisky, Water, Coke, Cake, half slice of pizza, water ( 9pm - 2am)

The next morning: water ( 9am)

At 11am, I woke up rather dizzy.. and felt like vomitting.
Guess what I vomit??

ORANGE JUICE!!!!
Yucks! but true!! Amazing Yucky Discovery!!

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All in all.. I have a wonderful Friday. Even though I spent the afternoon in library doing my thesis. HEhEhEhe...

Thanks to all my loving frens and relatives.

HuGz To them... and lots of kisses.

My type of season

You scored as Spring. You are SPRING. Ever optimistic, you readily greet each day with an open mind, and with gladness in your heart knowing that even should life share its dimness with you, the sun -will- come out. Spring 80% Summer 65% Winter 55% Fall 45% What Season Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Guess so!

Just like the song from the movie 'Annie', the sun will come out tomorrow....

Adioz... Hugz

Class

Wat's wrong is talking in class? Summore I was whispering and not saying it aloud.
Additional to that I was discussing on the subject itself. Nothing else. It's a short discussion to just clarify on a certain sentence. A normal discussion.

Well. I was asked to stay back in class. After all this years, I suddenly felt that I am back in secondary or rather primary school. I did not see the point of being told off where I din do anything wrong.

Of coz, I was pissed and throughout the whole tutorial, I can say my face are blacked with full issatisfaction. My expression was stated right in my face that I am PISSED. I din even look at the lecturer throughout.

That was when my dear lecturer called me,'AU!'.
I dun even know that she is calling me. I am not use to be called on my family name!
Summore she prounounced like 'AOU'.

She keep on asking me questions after that. ISH!

ISh...

Well, Jasmine and I was called to stay back after class as well as Irene ( who happen to 'touched' her mobile during class ). Her reason of telling us off is that :

1) when we whisper, there is noise. It will disrupt the class attention to her.
2) the noise will eventually affect her attention in what she says as this will distract her concentration on the lesson and her teachings.

That is her reason.
She also told us to apologize after that.



Am I still piss after that? Guess!!!

PS. I manage to tell her about my sirname.
PSS. Apologize and respect must be gained and heartfelt.

Canai, Chips, Chapatti = FOOD!!

See!!

This proof just proof exactly how I feel.

The chic lit that I am reading currently is not Chapati and Such as written on the previous blog.
HMmmmphh.. I must have linked it with food again.
Well, there is a chain mamak in KL called 'Canai & Such'. I must have connected them together. Can't blame me on doing so. I am hungry now.

Anyway the book title is 'Chapatti or Chips'.


Hehe... Dupid and ClumSy me.

Chic Lit

I decided to read Chapati and Such last week. Yup... Chic Lit.

I can't seem to finish reading it up. Not that it's not good. Just that I find it not interesting. It's not due to the author. It just struck my mind that its just another chic lit... get what I mean. I want sumthing more....

Just like eating.

A person just sat down in a coffee shop. Deciding what to eat. Having pork mee, Chee Cheong Fun, Low She Fun to Lai Fun to chose from.( KekEke... Jasmine and Penny will get this joke! ) Anyway when finally decision been made to eat pork mee.

The food arrived. You started your first few mouthful of mee but you just dun get the 'kick'.
Takde Syok!!
You still have to finish it cause it will be wasteful if you dun eat it.
So you begin to pick and choose wat there is in the bowl ... might be just the pork, the mee or just the vege or even only the soup.

While your mind is wandering abt Lai Fun, prawn mee, etc etc.
There is no satisfaction at all but you still trying to finish it... taking a long time to gobble it down.

There ... this is how I feel! Hope this analogy make sense.

Ha! Relating book to food!! HahAha...

If there is only two things to choose... books or food.
A rather tough choice to choose... but I think I'll go for food!

HipHipHurray!!!

Come to think of it... during the youth camp.
HeHEhe... our group were always the first few who line up for the meals. If not we will cut queue. Ha!! We are usually perked up and more enthusiast during the meal time as it means food!! Some of us will grab a good table ( under the fan ). And some straight to queue. Hey... can't blame us.. the q can be very very long. There are like 90 ppl!!!! Our stomach just can't wait!!


Oh well.. back to my Chap2 thesis. Sigh.. boring siahh..

btw listening to Janice. Song title : Goodbye
Good stuff!

Amy and Kok Leong

It's good to know that there is still such loving couple do exist at times. Esp when mine is such a failure.

I just attended Amy's Hen Night.

I am really happy for her. She told me it's not a smooth sailing throughout the years they are together. What I am proud of them is they manage to overcome every obstacles , solve it and yet loving each other including the flaws.

I took Amy advice. She told me that when someone was taken away from you, that is just because there is someone out there more suitable for you.

My previous relationship cause me much pain and suffering. Frankly I have no faith in love. Oh don't get me wrong. There is love. God's love, Parent's love, Bro's love, frens love etc etc. But not in couples love. Not just yet. I lost the faith in it and am not saying I totally will never believe in it... just... not yet. Till then.

* Where is the shooting star*

KEkeKEke

( will start my chap 2 thesis now.. which was due like 2 weeks ago )

Oh btw
My CGPA is out. Guess wat. My result is 'Incomplete'.
Ha!
I was sick and din manage to attend 3 subjects!

Oh well... get back to my chap2.
Wish me luck!!!

HUGS

Youth Camp

Just came back from Youth Camp yesterday.

HeY!! I know... 'Youth!' I don't really fit into that category. Dun care... just wanna have some fun and hope to find some answers for my doubts abt stuffs.

Grace, Jasmine, Penny and myself went to Irene's church youth camp.
So in total, 5 of us in the same tutorial went to the camp. It's a 4 days , 3 nights camp.

There are some good laughs.

Well, Jasmine did laugh alot about my 'fear'. Ish!! There is a game called ' I know wat you did last camp'. It's like a mystery game. Where each group ( there are 4 groups and I am in Group 'Silas' ) will have to go into the banglows to find the clues and money etc etc to solve the mystery. There are monster and serial killer. Of coz it will be in darkness.

I do not wanna join that game as I know that I am afraid of dark at first. Grace, Penny and Jasmine was the first to start the game and went into the bangalows. They came back and told me there is nothing to be scared of as there is some street lights. So Jasmine and I went in...in the 2nd round.

Well... IT'S DARK!!!! I was really scared and in the end, I din even manage to climb up the stairs and ended up sitting halfway. Nearly started in tears and my legs are real weak.

Jasmine was caught and the 'monster' tried to talk to me without success as I was too distraughted by my fear. Jasmine took me back outside so I could breath.

After that... my dear friend started to tease me and making fun of it!! *SigH* iShhh.. it's not that I wanted it. It's just my phobia!!!

I sleep with my lights on. I can't help it!!!!!!!!

Anyway I got very minor injury as well. I tripped myself when I tried to catch the ball during the dodgeball game and scratched my foot during the beach game. ( Gosh! how terribly dirty the water in Port Dickson. YuCkis! )
I was transfering the sand fr the beach to someone who is in the sea and manage to step on sumthing tat causes the scratches.

Ish...

Anyway I din manage to get the answers that I tot I would. But Hey! I will keep on finding the answers eventhough it kinda push me away rather then pulling me in.

Okay.... pic time !!!!

Group 'Silas' The most camper group!

The last night is "FuNkY Nite"

The Ghost for the Sketch

Some of them dressed really Sexy!

Wee Wee, Irene, Jasmine, Chee Wah

In our room.. Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil