I started to look for jobs now.. I mean, naturally, since I graduated. I suppose it's the next thing to do. That is unless, I get married to a rich husband with 10 maids and a nanny so I can start my share in the heirloom and then.. just play mahjong till I am old.
So.. anyway, back to the real world. I F***ing hate it. The interviews, the never ending of filling up forms, the waiting, the questions, the anticipating... and it goes on and on.
Worse still.. the pay!!! Not to mention the ANNUAL LEAVE!!!
DAmn!! Cmon!! The pay already is way way too lil. How can I survive!! Not to mention on the Leave!! How can I go for holidays!! HOW!!! 14 days of annual leave.. Gosh!!
One interviewer told me to expect myself working monday till friday, fr like 9.30 am till 10pm for more then half a year. DAMN!! I am still single... how am I gonna get any DATES!! ( not that I have any now ) but STILL!! It's so unfair!!!
Gosh!! How am I gonna survive with that WEENY pay and the LIL offdays!!!
*SLaP* ( waking myself up )
Life is cruel.. but then.... what's life without any obstacles. Maybe it will turn out alright. I am really keeping my fingers cross here. I really hope I'll manage to find a suitable job for me.
Still jobless.. but looking bright.
Life is, actually, rather sweet. Just how you wanna see it!
HUGZ and KiSses
Sunday, January 28
Thursday, January 25
A GOodDay It WAS!!!!
Ha!!!
Had an AmaZinG and WondeRfUL day yesterday.
It's just that its been quite awhile since I had so much laughter.. so carefree and what the heck.. I can be myself.. TOTALLY.
I went to my dad's office late in the morning to help out and then head out for lunch with my Form six classmates. We had an amazing time. We chat and chat.. will late in the evening. It's just superb. I miss them so much... Kuan Yee happily married with 2 healthy and lovely kids, Mee Yee and her beloved, Sher Phy.. there is so much to catch up on.
Later that nite, I met with Bin and gang. This is kinda a new place in Ipoh. The wine bar is pretty cool. I really like the environment there.. not too loud.. good atmosphere.. and guess what.. girls and wine!! We had a blast.. talking aoubt babies to marriage and last but not least, SEX! HAhA.. It's been quite some time since I such a good day!
AND I have not even finish yet... the CALL!! The call I have been waiting for my job application. The one that I am hoping them to call.. DID call! HeHE.. had a brief interview on the phone. HuREaay.. I'll be off to KL tmrw for the InterView!!!
WIsh Me LUck!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh boy.. wat a good day I had yesterday.. that is, I do not count on the the lack of sleep. I was awake until 5am. I could not sleep awake.. Luckily to end my day, Shirley, my dear old pal, was online.. we manage to chat until 3 or 4am. I was getting bit cranky in the head by then.. but just could not sleep .. not even a WINK!!!Oh well.. for such an amazing and wonderful day.. hehe.. I dun MInd!! Not at all.
HUGZ and KisSes...
Had an AmaZinG and WondeRfUL day yesterday.
It's just that its been quite awhile since I had so much laughter.. so carefree and what the heck.. I can be myself.. TOTALLY.
I went to my dad's office late in the morning to help out and then head out for lunch with my Form six classmates. We had an amazing time. We chat and chat.. will late in the evening. It's just superb. I miss them so much... Kuan Yee happily married with 2 healthy and lovely kids, Mee Yee and her beloved, Sher Phy.. there is so much to catch up on.
Later that nite, I met with Bin and gang. This is kinda a new place in Ipoh. The wine bar is pretty cool. I really like the environment there.. not too loud.. good atmosphere.. and guess what.. girls and wine!! We had a blast.. talking aoubt babies to marriage and last but not least, SEX! HAhA.. It's been quite some time since I such a good day!
AND I have not even finish yet... the CALL!! The call I have been waiting for my job application. The one that I am hoping them to call.. DID call! HeHE.. had a brief interview on the phone. HuREaay.. I'll be off to KL tmrw for the InterView!!!
WIsh Me LUck!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh boy.. wat a good day I had yesterday.. that is, I do not count on the the lack of sleep. I was awake until 5am. I could not sleep awake.. Luckily to end my day, Shirley, my dear old pal, was online.. we manage to chat until 3 or 4am. I was getting bit cranky in the head by then.. but just could not sleep .. not even a WINK!!!Oh well.. for such an amazing and wonderful day.. hehe.. I dun MInd!! Not at all.
HUGZ and KisSes...
Thursday, January 18
Cameron
Oh!!
What a bother... I forgot to bring my batt charger for my camera. As this trip is kinda unplan. Anyway... I did manage to get some photos taken. HEhe.
Cameron is COOL! HhEhe.. I enjoyed my trip this time round.. I wonder when will be the next time there.. another 10 years later??
Photos taken halfway up Cameron.. do not have any idea wat's the name of the fall.
ps. I never knew that waterfall is call 'poopoo'. According to JPG it's known to all.. that waterfall is call 'poopoo'. ( am scratching my head here... Tough Eh? )
What a bother... I forgot to bring my batt charger for my camera. As this trip is kinda unplan. Anyway... I did manage to get some photos taken. HEhe.
Cameron is COOL! HhEhe.. I enjoyed my trip this time round.. I wonder when will be the next time there.. another 10 years later??
Photos taken halfway up Cameron.. do not have any idea wat's the name of the fall.
ps. I never knew that waterfall is call 'poopoo'. According to JPG it's known to all.. that waterfall is call 'poopoo'. ( am scratching my head here... Tough Eh? )
Gym
Went to gym today. Yeap... finally! Have not work out for like a month.
Yet AGAIN! I forgot to bring a padlock for the locker. Seriously, I do not know why the gym I go give the customers such a hard time. We just wanted to work out.
I dun even shower there ( find it kinda dirty.. anyway my rack is like nearby, why do I need to shower there... when I can shower in my own private toilet). So practically the locker is just for my handbag and nothing else!
So practically, everytime I'll need to buy a new padlock at the counter. Damn! It cost like RM10. I mean... it's just a lame cheat. I mean... I am sure there are loads of people who forgot to bring the padlocks along to the gym. So they must be making quite a lot of at the booth there.
To those who is gonna sign up for gym... please.. check out those inconvenienced that would cause you unecessary nuisance!!
The work out is not that satisfying either. Ish.. there is this LOud and AnNOying gal who apparently works there ( She's new.. have not seen her around). She was WAY WAY loud.. and her pretentious slang! Gosh.. I can't stand her. I was working out at the far corner and I could actually heard her talking with another gal, despite the music PLUS my iPod was tune to the loudest. Should I complain to the managment? Hmmm...
Nah.. my coming back to the gym is not a good welcome though my body needs the exercise. Chinese New Year is coming... that means plenty of food!! HAhA..
Yet AGAIN! I forgot to bring a padlock for the locker. Seriously, I do not know why the gym I go give the customers such a hard time. We just wanted to work out.
I dun even shower there ( find it kinda dirty.. anyway my rack is like nearby, why do I need to shower there... when I can shower in my own private toilet). So practically the locker is just for my handbag and nothing else!
So practically, everytime I'll need to buy a new padlock at the counter. Damn! It cost like RM10. I mean... it's just a lame cheat. I mean... I am sure there are loads of people who forgot to bring the padlocks along to the gym. So they must be making quite a lot of at the booth there.
To those who is gonna sign up for gym... please.. check out those inconvenienced that would cause you unecessary nuisance!!
The work out is not that satisfying either. Ish.. there is this LOud and AnNOying gal who apparently works there ( She's new.. have not seen her around). She was WAY WAY loud.. and her pretentious slang! Gosh.. I can't stand her. I was working out at the far corner and I could actually heard her talking with another gal, despite the music PLUS my iPod was tune to the loudest. Should I complain to the managment? Hmmm...
Nah.. my coming back to the gym is not a good welcome though my body needs the exercise. Chinese New Year is coming... that means plenty of food!! HAhA..
Saturday, January 13
Tourguide in Ipoh
Back from HongKong... catch a cold... Now back in Ipoh.
It's getting more and more hectic.. I can't even find time for my own! I have not been reading for quite some time now... hmm... and tomorrow I'll be going to Cameron Highlands!! YEY!! I have not been to Cameron for a long, long time.
The reason I'm back Ipoh is basically because of my mum's long time frens, where they did their nursing courses back in London, are in town. We brought them around and suggested to go Cameron for the weekend... esp I have not been there.. Hmm.. should be fun.
I have not been updating my blog.. hehe.. the Raub and Genting trip, the HK trip and etc etc.. So I might as well just post the most recent once eh ?!
Nahhh.. have not even start looking for job just yet. Refuse to face the reality. Am still having a good time... and hopefully I will get to go Taiwan next week ( or issit the following week?) with my dad for his business trip, while me and mum will be a leisure one... keeping my fingers cross.
Kay... pic time...less words and more visuals.
We are at a showhouse in Sunway Ipoh. My dad bought a house there.. and wanna show Uncle Robert the design and stuff ( they bought a summer house in Setiawan.. still under renovation and wanted to get more ideas ). From left : my mum, Aunty Pee Lee, her daughter (Ai Ling ), Aunty Eileen and me...O!That is Uncle Robert back there
It's getting more and more hectic.. I can't even find time for my own! I have not been reading for quite some time now... hmm... and tomorrow I'll be going to Cameron Highlands!! YEY!! I have not been to Cameron for a long, long time.
The reason I'm back Ipoh is basically because of my mum's long time frens, where they did their nursing courses back in London, are in town. We brought them around and suggested to go Cameron for the weekend... esp I have not been there.. Hmm.. should be fun.
I have not been updating my blog.. hehe.. the Raub and Genting trip, the HK trip and etc etc.. So I might as well just post the most recent once eh ?!
Nahhh.. have not even start looking for job just yet. Refuse to face the reality. Am still having a good time... and hopefully I will get to go Taiwan next week ( or issit the following week?) with my dad for his business trip, while me and mum will be a leisure one... keeping my fingers cross.
Kay... pic time...less words and more visuals.
We are at a showhouse in Sunway Ipoh. My dad bought a house there.. and wanna show Uncle Robert the design and stuff ( they bought a summer house in Setiawan.. still under renovation and wanted to get more ideas ). From left : my mum, Aunty Pee Lee, her daughter (Ai Ling ), Aunty Eileen and me...O!That is Uncle Robert back there
(My dad is the camera man).
OO.. Aunty PeeLee from Melbourne and Aunty Eileen from Derbyshire, UK.
OO.. Aunty PeeLee from Melbourne and Aunty Eileen from Derbyshire, UK.
This is us... posing at the garden... haha.. sorta walking on the water... Ai Ling is a real fun! hAHahA
My mum and Ai Ling posing in one of the famous caves in Ipoh...Kek Lok Tong cave!
The three good old long time frens.. chatting at the garden outside the cave
My mum and Ai Ling posing in one of the famous caves in Ipoh...Kek Lok Tong cave!The three good old long time frens.. chatting at the garden outside the cave Saturday, December 23
BuSy!
Ha! Been running about ever since I finish my last paper.
FReeEEee as A Bird... and busy like a Bee... Nah! Not for the Honey... but for the FUN!
I went Genting and Raub with my dear classmates. The trip was amazing and lotsa Funs!!!
After that trip, I went back Ipoh with a bad sore throat with an ulcer on the throat... *sIgh*
Head back to KL, bring Shirley, Erik and Gustav around KL ( Gustav first time to Asia ).
Tag along to Singapore with my parents to see the Flower Exhibition in Suntec City and shop around ... HAhah... got my First Mulberry bag there!! HurrRaY!!
And here I am... Still not finish yet!! Xmas is coming... New Year is Coming.. HongKong is coming... and maybe Aussie too!!
MuaHAhHAhHAhahahaha... Life is a blizz.
FReeEEee as A Bird... and busy like a Bee... Nah! Not for the Honey... but for the FUN!
I went Genting and Raub with my dear classmates. The trip was amazing and lotsa Funs!!!
After that trip, I went back Ipoh with a bad sore throat with an ulcer on the throat... *sIgh*
Head back to KL, bring Shirley, Erik and Gustav around KL ( Gustav first time to Asia ).
Tag along to Singapore with my parents to see the Flower Exhibition in Suntec City and shop around ... HAhah... got my First Mulberry bag there!! HurrRaY!!
And here I am... Still not finish yet!! Xmas is coming... New Year is Coming.. HongKong is coming... and maybe Aussie too!!
MuaHAhHAhHAhahahaha... Life is a blizz.
Friday, December 8
Catching up with the Zaa Zaa Szu feeling
YeY!!!!
I met up with my dearest friend... FInaLly!!!
I miSsed Her SO So SooOo very very MUCH!!!!
Gosh! I am so keen to see her... on my way to OneU, I actually had the Zaa ZaA SzU! You know, the butterflies feeling in the stomach when you are anxious or extremely exited... and I thought it could only happen to .. err... such as first dates, interviews, blah blah blah.... but definitely NOT with best friend!!
(mind you, I have not seen her more than two years or less )
Ha... ! Shirley oh! Shirley! Beautiful and stunning as ever... that's my Shirley.
We talked and talked and talked. Arghh.. there is endless catching up to do. She talks about her life, gossips, etc etc. I talked about mine... suddenly, I felt so shallow. I wonder, what the hell have I been doing this past 3 years. *sIgh* I felt that I learned nothing, gained nothing, experienced nothing.. worse... I find myself worthless.
Yucks! BrbRrrrrrrr.... *Shake my head*
Anyway, the meet up was a short one. She'll be heading to BKK for a couple of days and till then!!! YEy!!!! I will be totally hers!
Terrible! My last paper is on tmrw! YuckS! I am not even prepared.. Damn!!!
I met up with my dearest friend... FInaLly!!!
I miSsed Her SO So SooOo very very MUCH!!!!
Gosh! I am so keen to see her... on my way to OneU, I actually had the Zaa ZaA SzU! You know, the butterflies feeling in the stomach when you are anxious or extremely exited... and I thought it could only happen to .. err... such as first dates, interviews, blah blah blah.... but definitely NOT with best friend!!
(mind you, I have not seen her more than two years or less )
Ha... ! Shirley oh! Shirley! Beautiful and stunning as ever... that's my Shirley.
We talked and talked and talked. Arghh.. there is endless catching up to do. She talks about her life, gossips, etc etc. I talked about mine... suddenly, I felt so shallow. I wonder, what the hell have I been doing this past 3 years. *sIgh* I felt that I learned nothing, gained nothing, experienced nothing.. worse... I find myself worthless.
Yucks! BrbRrrrrrrr.... *Shake my head*
Anyway, the meet up was a short one. She'll be heading to BKK for a couple of days and till then!!! YEy!!!! I will be totally hers!
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Terrible! My last paper is on tmrw! YuckS! I am not even prepared.. Damn!!!
Tuesday, December 5
Classmates
I was browsing on my hp's photos ( Yup... wat ever excuses I can get so that I would not need to study ).
The reason me blogging this post is dedicated totally to JPG. Those three lil bugger had totally perk up my life.. especially this year. HehEh.. I had lots of fun and laughter with them. I wonder what would my uni life be without them...*EeKss* Give me the cold shivers even thinking about it.
Firstly, they will always keep me inform with all the going-ons in class. I am blur in uni.. never know what's going on, whether class been canceled or whether my library books are way overdue, and esp on the notes that was past around to class. The most important, helping me to sign the attendance. Gosh, I would not even be able to graduate this year with the amount of classes I skipped if not for them!
Oh well.. the list will go on and on.
Other then that, hehe... there is always my temper that they need to deal with. Sorry ler... I know sometimes, or rather 'MOST' of the time, my temper is really unbearable and the JPG can still take it with total patience. Thanks a million. HuGs and MuaKz!!! You guys the Best... Luv Ya!
There are many more... but this one is worth mentioning, the number of time we went out for YumChar!!! HAHAhHA.. the talks, the stupidness, the lame jokes, the simply nothings... etcetc make it A billion Somethings.
We will be graduating soon. Each and everyone will be heading seperate ways. Fear not, I am sure we will have a pact or sumthing... and will continue the stupidness, laughter, the lame jokes, the gossips till god knows when.
Rite-o?
Hehe.. The latest photos we took... ( Si Penny do not wanna gimme her photos we took .. ishiSh.. so just mine this time round... on playing Uno Stack )
Which reminds me, before meeting them up for drinks, I was with Gavin at Souled Out. Guess who I bump into? Jasmine and gang! ( Celebrating Jasmine's 21st Bday... Oh Boy, I do feel oh-so 'young')
*ShUcks* Tmrw is our first final paper.. totally not prepared and I am here blogging all this..
Yikes...
PS. Luv you all
Monday, December 4
Alive..Dying.. Dead... RIP
Got it fr Edmund's blog... interested to know when I'll be gone.. Who doesn't. Time to say "Adioz"??
Yupyup... I am still doing my quizes... Argghh.. help!!!!
Addiction... Lame excuse, aint it? Plus.. can't say that I am having fun! Just that I just refraining myself to KNACK my brains out in Miss Alagu's notes.
Yupyup... I am still doing my quizes... Argghh.. help!!!!
Addiction... Lame excuse, aint it? Plus.. can't say that I am having fun! Just that I just refraining myself to KNACK my brains out in Miss Alagu's notes.
Quiz... essss
Woke up at 3.44 AM.
There is nothing much to do... other then....QuiZ TimEE!!! RRinnnGGGGGGgg...
Had not done this for quite some time!
HA! This one... the vital Quiz!!that some of my dear friends need to have careful consideration sitting in my drive ! haHAhahA..
( Gaeng mei?? *kEkEke* )
There is nothing much to do... other then....QuiZ TimEE!!! RRinnnGGGGGGgg...
Had not done this for quite some time!
| You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained |
 The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. |
| Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Intuition |
 You are: A true wordsmith - a master of words Original, spontaneous, and a true inspiration Highly energetic, up for any challenge Entertaining and engaging, both to friends and strangers |
| You Were a Mouse |
 You quietly examine life's lessons and see multiple meanings in things. You are also good at discovering details and remaining in the background. |
HA! This one... the vital Quiz!!that some of my dear friends need to have careful consideration sitting in my drive ! haHAhahA..
( Gaeng mei?? *kEkEke* )
| You Failed Your Driver's Test |
 You only got 2/10 correct. If you have a driver's license, it needs to be revoked! |
Friday, December 1
Middle Readers
Children's book!! Yey!!!
I think I should rephrase... children's books for middle readers! Yey!!
I was browsing on a catalogue and I am amazed! I was caught up with the storyline and the synopsis of those children's book. It actually interest me more than those adult books!
Ha.. I dun care.. children read, infant read, elder read, adult read, etc etc.. as long as I am intrigued with the reading.. who cares!
Gotten myself some children books... (supposed age : 8-12 )
I think I should rephrase... children's books for middle readers! Yey!!
I was browsing on a catalogue and I am amazed! I was caught up with the storyline and the synopsis of those children's book. It actually interest me more than those adult books!
Ha.. I dun care.. children read, infant read, elder read, adult read, etc etc.. as long as I am intrigued with the reading.. who cares!
Gotten myself some children books... (supposed age : 8-12 )
Oh... I did get two 'adult' books too... (mind you.. the two covers are totally diff from what I get in Borders... the ones posted is way much nicer)
Oh well.. this is one series that I really wish to get... Ha! Can't wait...
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Yup... I am back in KL.
Farnee... I was kinda reluctanct to come back KL when I started to get use to Ipoh.. and vice versa. Guess the love and hate btn two places is a mystery to me, myself.
Feeling rather restless once back in KL again... go figure with the books I bought today. Drove back with a terrible mood and decided to spend the afternoon in Borders!
I guess... only books can perk my mood up. Ha!! And IT DID!!!
ps. Books as in BOOKS ( not Text-Books )
pss. Exams next week... my two final paper... studied? N.O.
Wednesday, November 29
Monday, November 27
Yoga , Ipoh
My first time ever - Yoga!
I've decided my regular cardio is not enough and it's time for some stretching. I was first persuaded by San to take up Yoga. I am never good at stretching... no bending watsoever... until my mum told me that I had a stiff body and a rough waist line! It has nothing to do with slim and tall.. just that it's just plain RoUgh!
San had her usual lessons in Ipoh. One-to-one. She ask me to join her lesson and try it out. No harm done.. moreover, I wanted to tone up my muscles, exercise my spine and my skeletal system PLUS it would be just nice for all those celebrations coming up.
So the date was fixed at 10-11am today, one-to-two person lesson.
The strectching is HARD!!!
I need to emphasize on my breathing... my posture... and the bending!! Lastly to follow up with the steps... and San ( I might add ) is really good at Yoga. Balancing all this at one go... is kinda hectic.
We first kick off with the Sun Salutation or Surya Namaskar. That was the easiest. After that was hell. It really reach my limits but worth every minute. I can actually feel my muscles doing their job. I can't even remember all the names of the position as I put all my strength in concentrating on the stretching and breathing during the lessons.
Oh well, all I can say that it is worth it. My whole body ache.. especially on my thigh and my waist. I sweat and it felt DAMN GOOD.
Verdict = I will continue doing yoga.
Next lesson = Wednesday.
Time= ?
One-to-One. ( San = back kl )
(Wish me luck...)
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ArGhhHhhh.....
My third night in Ipoh... I am B.O.R.E.D
Help me!! I am neither here nor there. I am so restless yet I am B-O-R-E-D.period.
Oh well... the next best thing = B.E.D
I've decided my regular cardio is not enough and it's time for some stretching. I was first persuaded by San to take up Yoga. I am never good at stretching... no bending watsoever... until my mum told me that I had a stiff body and a rough waist line! It has nothing to do with slim and tall.. just that it's just plain RoUgh!
San had her usual lessons in Ipoh. One-to-one. She ask me to join her lesson and try it out. No harm done.. moreover, I wanted to tone up my muscles, exercise my spine and my skeletal system PLUS it would be just nice for all those celebrations coming up.
So the date was fixed at 10-11am today, one-to-two person lesson.
The strectching is HARD!!!
I need to emphasize on my breathing... my posture... and the bending!! Lastly to follow up with the steps... and San ( I might add ) is really good at Yoga. Balancing all this at one go... is kinda hectic.
We first kick off with the Sun Salutation or Surya Namaskar. That was the easiest. After that was hell. It really reach my limits but worth every minute. I can actually feel my muscles doing their job. I can't even remember all the names of the position as I put all my strength in concentrating on the stretching and breathing during the lessons.
Oh well, all I can say that it is worth it. My whole body ache.. especially on my thigh and my waist. I sweat and it felt DAMN GOOD.
Verdict = I will continue doing yoga.
Next lesson = Wednesday.
Time= ?
One-to-One. ( San = back kl )
(Wish me luck...)
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ArGhhHhhh.....
My third night in Ipoh... I am B.O.R.E.D
Help me!! I am neither here nor there. I am so restless yet I am B-O-R-E-D.period.
Oh well... the next best thing = B.E.D
Sunday, November 26
Hurt
It's been damn fucking long.
I only realize it still hurts deep down inside. I really wonder why. Am I not trying to let go? Am I still hanging?
I can't go back... I never would and never will. It has cross the line. I won't turn back.... I have more self-worth.
I won't want to get hurt the second time. The first pain is still raw at heart. I won't head down to hurtful-ville to get hurt again rite o? So... it's N-O. I've drawn out from the triangle and dun ever plan to be back in it.
Hurt Once... Shame on you.
Hurt TWICE.... Shame on ME
I just wonder when can I restore the faith in love. I tried... believe me.. I tried. But it is just so damn fucking hard! Where is the sparks and chemistry? Will I know it? Will I feel it? Will I get hurt again? Deeper? How much more can I take? Security? or Pure Love?
If loving is so hard and painful ... why love?
I only realize it still hurts deep down inside. I really wonder why. Am I not trying to let go? Am I still hanging?
I can't go back... I never would and never will. It has cross the line. I won't turn back.... I have more self-worth.
I won't want to get hurt the second time. The first pain is still raw at heart. I won't head down to hurtful-ville to get hurt again rite o? So... it's N-O. I've drawn out from the triangle and dun ever plan to be back in it.
Hurt Once... Shame on you.
Hurt TWICE.... Shame on ME
I just wonder when can I restore the faith in love. I tried... believe me.. I tried. But it is just so damn fucking hard! Where is the sparks and chemistry? Will I know it? Will I feel it? Will I get hurt again? Deeper? How much more can I take? Security? or Pure Love?
If loving is so hard and painful ... why love?
Tuesday, November 21
Cheated
I am definitely cheated!
I was called up for a coffee yesterday. He is Michelle's bro. He actually had persistently called me a number of times this year which I was rather busy to keep in touch.
The whole chat at CenterPoint was on motivation and your path towards a better life.BlAH bLAH ... bLAH....and it goes on and on Which actually contradict my believes... and the thoughts that I had. Oh well... he and another fren, both has their strong points. I was just curious why they keep on emphasizing on the success and entrepeunership.. etc etc. It was fine with me as I was still deciding on which path I should be heading to after I graduate.
They eventually asked me to attend this talk which was held in Sunway Hotel. I remembered that I actually keep on asking them what is the talk regarding about... and stuff to get more infor. They just vaguely touch on it and make me attend the talk.
GOSH! Never did I know that it was on MLM! DAmn!! I am damn pissed off. They shoulda tell me earlier RITE??
It's about this SYN on ONE TEAM. Seriously, they are loads of young man and woman driving BMWs and wearing black coats and blah blah.. those achievers like marquis and dukes will have the chance to go on stage and give talks and motivates and talk how great they had become by joining this WonDerFul and AmAziNg team... An hard and easy with short time to earn money... Hey.. do you know that working with SYN in ten years.. you can actually retired RICH! ( I need the definination of rich ?.. please do sense my sarcasm here..) DAMn! Actually even talking about it PISSED ME OFF!
And the fact this two fella actually tried to hide on the MLM thingy! ISh... what a SLICK! Damn!!
Those ppl who really knows me... I can't stand all this! I can't even sit still in the first place... and being caught in this SHIT is terrible.
Luckily, Grace called to the rescue. The JPG ( Janelle, Penny and Grace) rescued me. I sneak out half way during the talk and went for good Old MacD! Had a wonderful Happy Meal with lotsa wonderful amusing chats.
I was called up for a coffee yesterday. He is Michelle's bro. He actually had persistently called me a number of times this year which I was rather busy to keep in touch.
The whole chat at CenterPoint was on motivation and your path towards a better life.BlAH bLAH ... bLAH....and it goes on and on Which actually contradict my believes... and the thoughts that I had. Oh well... he and another fren, both has their strong points. I was just curious why they keep on emphasizing on the success and entrepeunership.. etc etc. It was fine with me as I was still deciding on which path I should be heading to after I graduate.
They eventually asked me to attend this talk which was held in Sunway Hotel. I remembered that I actually keep on asking them what is the talk regarding about... and stuff to get more infor. They just vaguely touch on it and make me attend the talk.
GOSH! Never did I know that it was on MLM! DAmn!! I am damn pissed off. They shoulda tell me earlier RITE??
It's about this SYN on ONE TEAM. Seriously, they are loads of young man and woman driving BMWs and wearing black coats and blah blah.. those achievers like marquis and dukes will have the chance to go on stage and give talks and motivates and talk how great they had become by joining this WonDerFul and AmAziNg team... An hard and easy with short time to earn money... Hey.. do you know that working with SYN in ten years.. you can actually retired RICH! ( I need the definination of rich ?.. please do sense my sarcasm here..) DAMn! Actually even talking about it PISSED ME OFF!
And the fact this two fella actually tried to hide on the MLM thingy! ISh... what a SLICK! Damn!!
Those ppl who really knows me... I can't stand all this! I can't even sit still in the first place... and being caught in this SHIT is terrible.
Luckily, Grace called to the rescue. The JPG ( Janelle, Penny and Grace) rescued me. I sneak out half way during the talk and went for good Old MacD! Had a wonderful Happy Meal with lotsa wonderful amusing chats.
Saturday, November 18
Me, myself and I
Issit a crime being single?
Every single time when I told people that I am single.. they will start giving me lectures on r/ships... singledom... opportunity... blah blah blah and the list just go on and on.
Even my mum started on me now. I can't even imagine that... 10 years ago, my parents actually forbid guys even to ring up my house. Damn... now a decade later, my mum was questioning me and worried about my future.
I just don't get it....
Not that I wanted to be single in the first place! Shit happens!
I can't say I am enjoying being single.. but hell! If the sparks and the butterflies feeling aren't there... why bother? I won't and forbid myself to settle for anything less.
So for now.. I am happy being with myself. Just until the right one comes along...
Every single time when I told people that I am single.. they will start giving me lectures on r/ships... singledom... opportunity... blah blah blah and the list just go on and on.
Even my mum started on me now. I can't even imagine that... 10 years ago, my parents actually forbid guys even to ring up my house. Damn... now a decade later, my mum was questioning me and worried about my future.
I just don't get it....
Not that I wanted to be single in the first place! Shit happens!
I can't say I am enjoying being single.. but hell! If the sparks and the butterflies feeling aren't there... why bother? I won't and forbid myself to settle for anything less.
So for now.. I am happy being with myself. Just until the right one comes along...
Thursday, November 16
To Petra Church members and families
I heard the sad news...
I am sorry to hear that Raymond passed away. It is really hard to put into words the feeling I have now but I strongly believe that Raymond will be deeply missed; he touched so many of our lives.
To all Petra Church members :
I am sorry to hear that Raymond passed away. It is really hard to put into words the feeling I have now but I strongly believe that Raymond will be deeply missed; he touched so many of our lives.
To all Petra Church members :
The life of the dead lives in the memory of the living
Wednesday, November 15
The receiver's anger
It's really an infuriating day.
Started out badly... dahlah tak cukup tidur ( nearly every single day !! ), plus never am a morning person.
ArggHhHHhhhh.... am damn fucking tired of this year... Just wish to end it ASAP. I am SO ready for the next journey of life.
I am in a desperate need of change. I can't stand stagnant at a place too long! ArgHhhhHh......Just not my day!
I know life aint all smooth sailing... not at all.. Just like a person in a deep tank full of water. Can't breath... grasping for air.. continuosly struggling..the more you struggle and the more you try to catch your breath to sustain it.
Well.. on the bright side, at least I might add that nothing could be much worse than it already is.
*BleHh*
Started out badly... dahlah tak cukup tidur ( nearly every single day !! ), plus never am a morning person.
ArggHhHHhhhh.... am damn fucking tired of this year... Just wish to end it ASAP. I am SO ready for the next journey of life.
I am in a desperate need of change. I can't stand stagnant at a place too long! ArgHhhhHh......Just not my day!
I know life aint all smooth sailing... not at all.. Just like a person in a deep tank full of water. Can't breath... grasping for air.. continuosly struggling..the more you struggle and the more you try to catch your breath to sustain it.
Well.. on the bright side, at least I might add that nothing could be much worse than it already is.
*BleHh*
Tuesday, November 14
Monday, November 13
Photo taking
Friday was our day to take our graduation photo and a talk given by the president of Utar on the route we will be heading to the outside world.. blahblah blah blah blah......
Oh well... I realized how close I am towards the uncertainty on where I should be heading. ArgghHhh.. Life is confusing enough.. and here I am, near to a point where decision need to be weighed and justify. YuCks! Hate it when I need to make such decisions. I tot the longer I drag.. the final decision will eventually come to mind. Guess not this time round...
Anyway after the talk, we gathered and took some photos. Guess wat I learned?
There is a certain angle in photo taking so that your face would not look 'big'. The trick is to turn your face a lil to your either right or left ( depends which left/right of the face is prettier ). A certain degree of angle... instead of looking straight ahead to the camera.
Thanks to Simpson and Angel for the tips... KEkEkKEke.
NOW... for the NEW slanted angle of photo taking....
So... angled or straight face pix better??
Oh well... I realized how close I am towards the uncertainty on where I should be heading. ArgghHhh.. Life is confusing enough.. and here I am, near to a point where decision need to be weighed and justify. YuCks! Hate it when I need to make such decisions. I tot the longer I drag.. the final decision will eventually come to mind. Guess not this time round...
Anyway after the talk, we gathered and took some photos. Guess wat I learned?
There is a certain angle in photo taking so that your face would not look 'big'. The trick is to turn your face a lil to your either right or left ( depends which left/right of the face is prettier ). A certain degree of angle... instead of looking straight ahead to the camera.
Thanks to Simpson and Angel for the tips... KEkEkKEke.
Pei Ying and me in the library.. waiting to get into the next class
Ps. both pix was taken with the face facing straight to the camera.
NOW... for the NEW slanted angle of photo taking....
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Picture taken with the slanted/diff angle of the face while eyes focusing on the camera.
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The same old bunch of friends... we are q-ing up for the photo taking session. The photos will be in our alumni e-photos and posted on our convocation day.
Simpson and I, having difficulty to post on the different angle.. He had been a dear... telling me which angle and so forth.. hehe.. alas..
So... angled or straight face pix better??
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